DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME
There was this skinhead that was harrasing her, and she just walked right up to him and said: "I’m more of a man that you’ll ever be. And more of a woman that you’ll ever get."
And, if you look really closely, you can pinpoint the exact moment each time her heart breaks.
You tricked me!
'No…NO! …please don't change'
"I’m not really a sort of weepy guy…I just suddenly all got a bit…I don’t know…I don’t know what happened to be honest with you."
- Matt talking about crying during his last table read.
#you know what gets me the most about this scene? #that he isn’t the one that reaches out for her first #she has to take his face #in his hallucination she is the one who reaches out to him #she touches him first #in his fantasies #his deepest darkst fantasies that he only lets himself have right before his death #she reaches out for him first #there’s no Rory no River #only the Doctor and his Amy #but he what’s worse is that he knows this is a hallucination #he knows she isn’t really there so he doesn’t dare reach for her first #because she isn’t real #she left him centuries so she can’t possibly be here #but the moment she touches him he doesn’t care #he reaches up and touches her because he’ll believe the hallucination #if it means he can have his Amy one last time